I’ve started running. Or maybe I should say schlepping. Dragging my unwilling body up and down very loose stone, rocky and hilly roads in 157% humidity probably shouldn’t be called “running”. August in Haiti is no time to start running. And yet, here I am. When I run, my lungs burn. My heart pounds. My back aches. My will shrinks. My legs become jelly. I. AM. OUT. OF. SHAPE. I couldn’t put it off any longer. I must do something. In time, I am told it can only get better. I promise you, it couldn’t be worser (yes, I know worser isn’t a word).
It’s not easy. I am weak. But in my weakness, He is made strong.
It’s reminded me. No matter what “hill” I am facing… God is present. He is aware. He is speaking. He is moving. He is conducting. He is working. He is strengthening. He is empowering. He is mediating. He is transforming…
Change me Lord. I want to be who you want me to be. I want to be transformed by the renewing of my mind (and body).