I am not sure I want to go to Haiti. On the other hand, I can’t wait. I am sure this is a feeling that all missionaries struggle with before they go, but that doesn’t make it any easier! This is hard. Before I share what is bugging me, let me assure you that I am totally committed to all that I believe God has in front of us. I am totally committed to following Him and moving with the family to Haiti. Having said this, let me vent a little… You might think since we have decided to go that we are willingly giving up many things. Let me assure you, often it is more like I am going kicking and screaming. I don’t want to give up my comforts. I like my stuff and I like living in the US. Daily I am bombarded with things I must give up. I try to remind myself that i will be gaining so much more, but again, that doesn’t always make it easier. Here is a small sample of things I am really struggling giving up… gro...